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December 8th, 2005
10:58 am Oooh I havnt used livejournal for SO bloody long! I do plan on resurrecting it at some point sooon though.... honest! Current Mood: awake Current Music: black uniforms - sacrifice
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November 29th, 2005
September 28th, 2005
06:27 pm Well ya never know!
Dont make me have to get a new job :o( Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Pohjasakka - sortoa jaa viha
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02:23 pm A survey, but for once not a boring one... ( Read more... ) Current Mood: sad Current Music: Angelic Upstarts - king coal
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September 27th, 2005
10:56 pm ..... i reallreallyreally need a cuddle :o(
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02:41 pm So so so soooo tired, I'm not sleeping well at all recently. I wrote my cv today, and fixed my printer. Last night I killed the spyware on my pc FINALLY thank fuck. So this week Im gonna start handing my CV into places.... hopefully get a new little job. Im staying in on Friday - going out ALL weekend every weekend is getting silly... I cant afford it, so I was glad when Vi texted me and asked if she could come over friday.... will just have a girly night in the house and keep the booze to a minimum I hope. Im an arse when Im drunk, and im always drunk.... therfore im always an arse..... which isnt good. Did that make sense? I doubt it. Haha.
Clay facemasks rule. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Restarts - fuck the lottery
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September 26th, 2005
01:49 pm Riiiiiiight. So today I wasnt well, so I stayed off college. However - I decided that I was well enough to attempt to go shopping. Soooo I went shopping with my mam and bought jeans which are so tight that I cant even move in them haha. And loads of knickers. And sparkley mascaras. And plasters.... cos im always covered in cuts! clumsy. Erm, and I just ordered an Uproar T Shirt, Broken Bones t shirt, Chaos Uk Backpatch and Amebix backpatch of Ebay. <3 There's so much nice makeup out at the moment.... but I cant afford it. So bugger. A creepy asian guy was stalking me in the metrocentre today, I told him I had a boyfriend but he still wouldnt leave me alone.... weirdo.
Oh and I have a new toaster thank fuck - life without toast has been tough lemme tell ya! Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: external menace - escape from helllll
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September 25th, 2005
07:58 pm Last night was good! headed through to the Angel at about 5 to meet Laura, that annoying charva lad was mortal drunk and wouldnt stop talking to me and asking me out - he was driving me fucking insane! luckily Darren was talking to me to save me from that idiot, I was pissed before I even left the house and everyone was buying me drinks in the Angel - random shit like rum..... hence I am very hungover. Laura was meant to be coming down to the gig with me but she was meeting a lad and she was skint so she changed her mind, as I was walking back from the toilet someone said my name and I was confused cos it took me a few seconds to click who it was - it was Steve who I know off myspace n stuff, him and his mate didnt know where the gig was so I walked down with 'em via the off-licence to get a 4pack of Merrydown cider <3.... on the way down I found Myers sat on some steps mortal drunk trying to eat a Burger King he said he was "lost" hahaha, so I dragged him down to the gig with me seeing as though he'd lost the others, was surprised to see Myers, Passy, Spence, Shanksy etc out like. Got down ot the gig and paid in, then went back upto the pub with Benny, Gordon and Debs cos the gig was in a church hall .... with no bar, obviously. There was a piano in the bar which obviously had to be abused. Headed back down to the gig just in time to see the second half of Short Sharp Shock, and then The Down & Outs, by this time I was VERY drunk so my memory is a bit blurry was jumping about singing along to the Down & Outs, I managed to resist looking at the stalls at the back of the gig cos I knew how bloody skint i was and that I'd want stuff. Went home, tried to eat food, ate to fast, threw up, went to bed, woke up this morning still wearing all my clothes and jewellery haha. what a dick.
Today I have done FUCK ALL. totally hungover, and got no motivation to do college work. Bah! Was gonna go to the Dog & Parrot but im moneyless, Violet's just phoned me - she sounds geet happy - awww :o) Current Mood: hot Current Music: sick on the bus - be like me
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04:50 pm Enzyme imbalance from too much booze Sanity and logic is what you lose Hair trigger temper and choking thirst I feel like my kidneys are gonna burst
Sleep deprivation - substance abuse The beast within - just been set loose
Shakey and weak with blood red eyes Delirium tremens riddle your mind Relentless bombardment of chills and flashes You just downed a beer full of butts and ashes
Sleep deprivation - substance abuse The beast within - just been set loose
Shakey and weak with blood red eyes Delirium tremens riddle your mind Relentless bombardment of chills and flashes You just downed a beer full of butts and ashes But you gotta face the cold hard facts Your nervous system is under attack
In come the spirits two-litres and tins A session’s the cure you’ll do it again Your hand grows steady with each sip As the golden medicine pours over your lip Current Music: restarts - delerium tremens
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September 24th, 2005
04:47 pm New pics. ( Read more... )
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10:13 am Last night I drank much more than planned, got TWO roses given to me! fuck knows who by haha. Spent a bloody fortune on Jack Daniels. Argh. Now I have no money for tonight - I hope me EMA has gone in so I can use that. Down & Outs are playing tonight along with a load of hardcore bands, in a fucking church hall! Which means no bar.... so Im going to the Angel for about 5 today, gonna visit wor Laura at work in Scorpio first then head to the pub. Last night was pretty funny, was just in the pub with Violet, Laura, Zarah and Julia amd Lauras mate who was rich and annoying haha. Nothing much happened.... well, it is the Angel. This morning I woke up and my hair and makeup were both still IMMACULATE! how mad is that!!!!!! I barely wanna wash it off and do it again hahahaa. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: OZZY FUCKING OSBOURNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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10:08 am Some REALLY shite pictures from last Sunday.
haha i dunno why but i find the expressions on Gordon and Violets faces absoloutly hilarous.

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September 23rd, 2005
09:00 am Im up early! vroooooom! Been doing homework for an hour aleady! Im on the ball! *does a jig* Right, plan for today - do loads more work. Have a shower and make myself pretty. Drink more whiskey. Do more work. Go to the Angel. Not sure who'll be out! Vi rang me last night and asked if I was coming out cos Irish Jonny is over n stuff. Errrrm yeah I need to find some money from somewhere - im proper geet fucked.
I just bought an Amebix and an Anti Cimex cd off ebay - shouldn't have! And Jeff Otts Ramblings Of An Aging Gutter Punk which I've wanted since I was obsessed with Fifteen and Crimpshrine when i was 13.
ok im gonna go search my room for shit to sell on livejournal or something..... but I like my stuff! I might sell one of my denim jackets. Current Mood: artistic Current Music: Cocksparrer - Droogs Dont Run
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September 22nd, 2005
06:28 pm I have pasta sauce in my eye and it BURNS. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: oi polloi - victims of a gas attack
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05:03 pm
Im an alcoholic.... im fucking 17 mann! I dont wanna be like this.... well actually i done care. I have no problem with it YET. Soon I'll be sick. But for the moment.... I just wish I could actually fucking affoord it. this is bollocks. I thought i was over it.... I thought it was just a phase when i was 15! ugh.
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03:29 pm The builders on my roof are doing my head in! but they like punk rock.
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03:22 pm well who woulda guessed me motha' hat a bottle o' whiskey hiddin in the cleaning cupboard! fucking bitch haha. im wankered, again. done fuck all today aint joined the gym! I'll do it tomorra. think i might to to the Angel tonight, nee cunt will be in though. blargh. i need a job aint got no moneyyyy.
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September 21st, 2005
07:49 pm I hate my new art teacher, and college is stressing me to fuck! Arh. Doing 3 units at once is a CUNT. But, my work is going ok this year so far.
Im joining the gym tomorrow - Amy and Jane shall be my gym-buddies, not having a sex-life is playing havoc with my waistline or something hahaha.
I got Making Faces by Kevyn Aucoin in the post today (makeup book) it's lovely. I wanna be a maaaakeup artist. I dunno what kinda route to take though. First step is decided - next year im moving to Newcastle with Violet and doing a little course in Makeup - it's only one evening a week for 39 weeks. Then I wanna do a big course.... The Delemar Academy Of Makeup http://www.themake-upcentre.co.uk sounds incredibley good.... I would LOVE to do that year-long course but it's insanely expensive so there's NO CHANCE that I could do that.... I dunno what to dooo. I think I'll probably go to London College Of Fashion.... but mehhh I dunno.
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September 19th, 2005
09:04 pm I just read that "punk rock love" thing and now Im sad. Haha. I have done fuck all tonight, balls. Urgh give me hair suggestions, im boreded of it. Current Music: Bastards - switchblade
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